Two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

I dont think two is really better than one? I think.. the more the merrier!! HAHA! Okay, whatever. So I'm left with three paperrrrssss. Past two weeks had been terrible? Fever on the very first day of the paper, just don't seem to feel very good on the first week. Then came the psychological barrier. Something's really really wrong with me, seriouslyyyy. And I know so well I wouldnt be able to do as well as I should. Naaah, no need for comfort. Its over and I'll do my best for the rest of my papers! Which, uhm, yeah, there's only 3 papers left.

Thats about it. My life's pretty boring now. Its okay! I'll wait patiently for As to be over, and say hello to a brand new life! No trespassers allowed. BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out,no
L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How, do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out no
L-O-V-E's just another word i never learned to pronounce

New Perspective
I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here

I've been having bad bad baaaaaad moodswings.
One moment I laugh, the next moment I cry.
There's something so wrong with me??
Its been a baaaad baaaaaaad week for me. I went.. Crazy? Idk, I'd been thinking about my life, feeling very sick and tired. Wondering why everything seems so structured. Its like, there's a list of things for me to complete and achieve. And the step-by-step intructions to get to the final destination. But, is that where I really want to end up?Idk. I really hateee life. And I really should STOP thinking so much. I'd wasted one week, thank you.
But I tried. I went running, hoping to feel better after sweating. But no, I didn't. So I sat in the rain, hoping it'll wake me up from my dreams. But no, I feel equally terrible. And, I made someone miserable as well. And that, made me feel worse.

Why are there so many expectations to meet? Why are there so many things to do? Why do I need to be someone others want me to?
All because I dont want to disappoint people who love and care for me.
But, am I even living for myself? Funny how I don't even know where my passion lies. Funny. I'm not good in anything, I realise. Just doing abit of everything.

But WHATEVER it is, its the last day of school today (and sherwin decided to skip sch! ). And, I know I'm so gonna miss my friends!!
Emo pally post will be left till after As. For now, SAY HELLO TO COMMANDO WONG KY. HAHA YESSS, MY BEST PALLY GOT ENLISTED AS COMMANDO! :D New life for him, totally. I'm feeling soooo excited for him. (I TOLDYA I'LL BLOG ABT IT, WHY DIDNT YOU BELIEVE ME!! :D)

Anw, I just wanna say thank you to alll my friends who'd sent me encouraging msgs, who'd pat my back telling me its okay. You guys are so sweet! Yes, each and everyone of you, male or female, straight or gay. I really appreciate it. I promise I'll try my very best to stay strong, to continue mugging and do well for As.
And finally, find the real me after As.
(:

Went to xin wang for dinner. I had beef hor fan!! It was super alot?! I didnt even finish it): Super full!! ): Gave weiwan the card I made for him HAHA. Its seriously a super annoying card!!
The cover!! Okay, shant disclose too much :D Guess what we did after dinner?
(:
YEAH WE TOOK NEOPRINTS HAHAHAHAH. EH it wasnt my idea. Its weiwan's idea!!! (so that he can stick it on his locker) lol -.- We cabbed home with Lester cuz he's ill.. And for some reason, I got home 2hrs ltr (: THANKS alot.. Got chided by the taxi driver summore ): boo.
Tired people... Haha! (btw, I survived the whole day with one eye.)

Yst was yay-yay-day! Haha! Went lot1 to meet up with veron keanyong jeanle kenneth youyi jiawei and guanyi! Walked ard a lil, couldnt decide what to eat and ended up in macs. Haha! Nobody wanted to buy happy meal): they have new doraemon toys thr alr!!! ): Went to jeanle's place to eat before going down to the bowling alley. So some genius suggested we split into two teams, the 3h2 team and the 4h2 team -.-
GuanYi, Kenneth, Jean Le, Jia Wei.
Kean Yong, You Yi, Veron, Me!! We were leading initially, as shown!! But thats only the score for the first half of the game. Subsequently, we did quite badly!! Hahahah!!!
Jean Le!! He's actually quite good at it lol!

Veron!! She looks super cute when she bowl!! Hahhahahaha!!
Left after ard 2hrs since he only book the alley for that period of time. But we had a hell load of fun seriously hahaa. I was jumping ard gg crazy. Super tiring!! Lol. Walked ard his condo..